hello there. hi there. hey there.
what was that? im dissapointed. yeah yeah i know its not your fault. you did try but ermm, its too much to swallow. never expect it would turn out that way. i didnt ask you to come,yet you came. But then, you drop me somewhere and i have to cabbed home? thanks..
i need my time alone, to accept what has just happened.

Whats next,Linnie? Since graduated from MDIS, its been a tough journey throughout. I feel pressurized by the high standard of living in SG. Hit with an economy crisis, more foreigner are coming in to work and ofcourse, fewer opportunities for us. Diploma is like a-must-have standard of edu now. Its like the least.And my highest is only that. I feel stupid.I really wish i can persue my studies in Degree. But financial prob stopped me.Get the mental and physical support from friends, family and Bf, but who is going to support me financially? Noone is able to. Its me against the world. Even if i work and save up $1000 per month for a year, its not enough. Its not even half of the school fees.Gawd, i am so regret over my secondary school life. When i slept throughout the whole POA o'levels, and did not do any revisions for my exams.Skipped school most of the times(came to school only twice a week believe it!), not being attentive in class. Yes, im the only one to be blamed for my bad results. That happens when we mix with a wrong company.Only then, i turned over a new leaf and realised my dreams. A dream of becoming a hotel manager. But then, its too late.If only, well only,I passed my O level, financial prob will never get through my way. The school fees will be subsidised here and there. How cool is that?! Arghh no use talking about the past.
" Don't let the storm take the wind out of your sails."

Im in need of my degree. God, please answer my prayers.

Sometimes i guess last minute plan always works out. That happen most of the times. Like yesterday, it was a super last minute outing but it turned out to be awesome! Meet up with gfs at 6 and off we went.Thanks fuss for the ride.Little India was where we planned to go but eventually we changed plan along the way because of our grumbling stomach. Stomach always grumbles at the wrong time and place! And so, we decided to Simpang Bedok Spize. Had my usuals there, bangers and mash.Surprisingly, i cant finished the whole plate.Maybe i thinked too much on how much weight i have put in over these few years.. Seriously my self esteem runs low after Zara showed my Sec 3 pictures. ARGHH!I cant resist food! Maybe if im just too rich, i would consider undergoing liposuction. Money please drop from the sky.. please!
ok ok back to where i start, after filling our stomach,next location was Minds Cafe! The best part was, we circled town area like 3 times till we knew that we were lost! hahahah!We didnt ought to call label ourselves Singaporeans! hahah. We played several games like Faces, Do what Pete says etc etc! So much laughter! Love my gfs.

This is Linnie. And she is pissed off with her brother who always not on time! He is supposed to pick me up at 07:15 and its already 08:05!!
The worst part is, im wearing kurung and im perspiring like im sitting in an oven. THANKS BRO!

The 2009 Sumatra earthquakes occurred just off the southern coast of Sumatra, Indonesia. The major shock hit at 17:16:10 local time on September 30 2009 and had a moment magnitude of 7.9. The epicenter was 45 kilometres (28 mi) west-northwest of Padang, Sumatra, and 220 kilometres southwest of Pekanbaru, Sumatra. Death-toll estimates extend beyond 1300, with thousands more trapped in collapsed buildings and under landslides.Government reports confirmed 608 deaths in West Sumatra province. Singapore SCDFteam has been sent over
helping to search for villagers who are still stuck under the broken buildings. And just today, they are safe coming back home. They are our unsung heroes. Their bravery makes us proud.
We can't predict when disasters are coming,which disaster are coming. Yes,we are fortunate enough Singapore is such a safe country. It is situated near the equator. But, just be ready. God can take all this happiness,wealthy,health in a blink of an eye.
This is a wake up call for everyone
WATCH http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5z9_aYJfIRA

A special thanks to Nashima for lending a helping hand for my new blogskin. Now, im one step smarter =))