Hello blogger! Its been quite sometime since my last post. Been pretty busy lately with alot of things. I'll try to wrap everything what i can remember in this post.
November is going pretty fine for me. Just that,im terribly busy with lots of stuff, more to preparations actually. One of the upcoming event is my brother engagement day, which is this coming Saturday.Heard from mum that dad is inviting quite a number of guest. PENGSAN. But is fine with me no worries dad.
What else what else? ohh yaa. Lately, im been keeping myself busy with going to some institutions and question them for my degree. I have a new year resolution. To persue my degree and to get a full time job at the same time. Which is exhausting but I MUST I MUST I MUST! See my spirits?? HAHAH. And for lovey dovey, he is going to persue his studies too! Im soo happy for him. I've been waiting for him to say yes. He has choices. Either to polypocket or to private schools(due to his excellent gpa(s).But due to time constraint, most prolly he'll be choosing MDIS, dip in engineering. Whichever you chooose honey, when you turn around, i will always be at your back to support. <3 For work, it's as stressful as ever. Im beginning to hate work,very! The rules and regulations the management set up are too strict!( to me, as a teen? heh) Even managers are now very serious during work. I know they have to. But anyhoo, i wont be there for long. so just endure alil bit baby. ANDANDAND i have not look out for new jobs! i just can't find time for that!! im dead im dead!! everything is holding back! How can i achieve my resolutions now??? MATI TENTU MATI. LINNIE YOU GOTTA DO SOMETHING! Someone bite my forehead plss

And have you guys watch lady gaga's bad romance video clip? do watch http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsthwTUTylQ

Helo boredom! Its my lunch break. I just ate double cheeseburger and now im left 30 mins more. Work today is terrible. Luck is not on my side. Had afew of arguements with custs today. Customer is always right?? Absolutely not! Minority of them are full of bulshit!! To that agent in yellow i served earlier on, fcuk you very very much!

Tell me what you want, tell me what you need
because I can't read minds, and I simply can't see
I can't see you, your eyes, or the way to your heart
i wish you could see me, and the way that I feel
But even if you could it wouldn't matter
you're leaving for awhile, going somewhere important
somewhere you belong, somewhere you long to be.
but before you leave, tell me;
tell me the truth, not some crummy lies
tell me what your heart says, not your mind
stop with the logic, it doesn't make sense
I remember long ago you loved me
I think you still do, so stop
stop denying your heart, let me in
stop trying to push me away

I Love you

Enough of all the dramas! I want the reality. Show me whats real and cut off your act. If wht you're showing me is the reality, then good-bye to you. You just lost the best gf.

I was at ngee ann city most of the times during the last 25 hours. Am i crazy?? Hah no i was there to support my bro and his wife for the subaru impreza challenge. Was there with shay frm 2 am. In total they have endure 25 hours! Good huhh. Watching them makes me wonder if i were to join, i will be the first to surrender.seriously!!! Imagine, 5 minutes break after every 6 hours. Thats your toilet break, thats your eating break and thats your massage break. No hps, no mp3, no hats to protect you frm the blazing sun, no any other thing. Just you yourself there. This competition is testing entirely on your ability to endure.
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hello there. hi there. hey there.
what was that? im dissapointed. yeah yeah i know its not your fault. you did try but ermm, its too much to swallow. never expect it would turn out that way. i didnt ask you to come,yet you came. But then, you drop me somewhere and i have to cabbed home? thanks..
i need my time alone, to accept what has just happened.

Whats next,Linnie? Since graduated from MDIS, its been a tough journey throughout. I feel pressurized by the high standard of living in SG. Hit with an economy crisis, more foreigner are coming in to work and ofcourse, fewer opportunities for us. Diploma is like a-must-have standard of edu now. Its like the least.And my highest is only that. I feel stupid.I really wish i can persue my studies in Degree. But financial prob stopped me.Get the mental and physical support from friends, family and Bf, but who is going to support me financially? Noone is able to. Its me against the world. Even if i work and save up $1000 per month for a year, its not enough. Its not even half of the school fees.Gawd, i am so regret over my secondary school life. When i slept throughout the whole POA o'levels, and did not do any revisions for my exams.Skipped school most of the times(came to school only twice a week believe it!), not being attentive in class. Yes, im the only one to be blamed for my bad results. That happens when we mix with a wrong company.Only then, i turned over a new leaf and realised my dreams. A dream of becoming a hotel manager. But then, its too late.If only, well only,I passed my O level, financial prob will never get through my way. The school fees will be subsidised here and there. How cool is that?! Arghh no use talking about the past.
" Don't let the storm take the wind out of your sails."

Im in need of my degree. God, please answer my prayers.